Our journey of Love and Light

10.9.2013 Why I started blogging again ? Missing my page or missing sharing out my feelings to the world out there :) . Maybe there should not always be a word WHY ( ? ) because things cannot be explains. My journey of love and light started when i got to know 1humanity team, on the NES machine. I met up with Master Danley and Master KK and I got to know there is this REIKI attunement class 1 and 2 on that coming sunday. Out of curiostiy i consulted Master Danley what is REIKI and she explains ... and I asked her again , my whole body is in pain how can i do for people ( at that time i did not use heal ... i use DO ) ..... she then patiently explains to me the process on " healing " ... I attended the 6 hours class and was attuned to level 1 and 2. ok, now is time to go back home and share with my husband, Peter, what i have " become " and when i told him what i heard during the attunement state ( ladies singing gospels and my tears flowing ) he just smile and look at me a "kind". Then i challenged him that he will be my first guinea pig, I will Reiki for him before bed. During the process i believed not even 15 minutes, he started snoring and the next morning the first sentence he told me was " Hey Reiki our girl everyday " ... !! thats it !! nothing else... what he meant by that , I dont really know !! Or we have the answered long ago :) . After few months, he also attended the attunement session and first call he made to me after the attunement was, please check with Master KK when is the next level attunement ... ha ha ha ... We then attended together Reiki 3 and 4 attunements. Surprisingly out of god arrangement ( with Sister Molly and Brother Francis ), we offered our service to a old folks home and there is so much surprising feedbacks we got from them after receiving Reiki . The "once in a lifetime" moment for me will be a ex-stroke aunty. While i was doing her neck she was so relax and fell asleep. We called the nurses and they thought she fainted and get the matron to check her pulse and of course is she is alive ! She was just too relax ... phew or sigh or just a HA HA HA ( !!! ) And for Peter, one of the aunty was telling him that she felt her body was hot and her bone was like jumping" and she actauly requested Peter Reiki for her friend next bed which having lots of pain .. The result of REIKI was so amazing, Some will ask WHY , WHY they have this feeling... sound not logic ... sound insane ... sound funny ... ha ha ha There is no definate answer in a questions .. and yes if your question is asking me how is my body ache ... yeah my " feedback " is i am 60% well ... _()_ namaste with gratitude , Carole Tan

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.... long story cut short

... there are so many reasons why I suddenly stop blogging and also there is so many reasons why I started back
My little darling is 16 months and time really flies...
Started people asking me when will I be expecting another baby, come on she is only 16mths OK ? Get a life you people ... maybe its the Malaysian culture, when you are married they expecte you to get pregnant / have a baby ... and when your 1st child is 12mths old they expect you to deliver another one... ha ha ha
Lucky I am not born in those dynasty that they only cherish MALE and also have many many childrens .. if not my mother in law will encourage my Hubby to have a concubine.. ha ha ha

So the question that always come into my mind is 1 enough or 2 or 3 is enough.
After my 2 cases of miscarriages, I believed and surrender that babies are Gifts from mighty god above. We cant even predict wat will happen in next minute and how to plan ahead on this miracle' ???

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changes for GOOD

.. hmmm is changes good or bad ????
This few years there been many changes around me , my family life ( new member ), my religious point of view ( thanks to Mr T and PL ) and changes and changes and changes...
Guessed all this changes will be a better me ....

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Gardening

... is started back my gardening hobbies. Worried i cant cope with the things', i bought 2 everlasting ( tahan lasak ) plants... thats money plants...

Sometimes i felt we have to find a balance of everything. Too much of office works recently made me really tired, especially when Pearly sleeps, i will join her...

She is so notty yesterday she woke up at 9pm and ding dong-ing till 10pm.No choice i put her beside me on the big bed and not even 5 min she snooze off... notty little girl.

She woke up at 5 am this morning, and her daddy have to be with her till 7am. No matter how tired her daddy is , when his girl woke him up, he will still smile at her ... I will try to wake him up this sunday and see what is his first reaction ..... hmmmm ... smiling or continue sleeping.... shall update....

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My little Girl ... 4 mths old

.... Pearly is 4 months old ... she is growing fine and getting nottier' and nottier days by days ...

Hope this blog will also me her reference in future ... how her mummy expressed her loved for her little darling princess.

Recently bought the bumbo seat for her... and still she cant really sit properly..loved to slant to her right ... and dont wanna sit for long..

Mummy just complaint that every monday, this girl will loved to be carried and needed someone to be with her all the time ... indirectly complaining us cos we take care of her on sunday... hahahha

This morning the airconditioner broke down... so is a bit hot and stuffy, pearly was sweating and she dont wanna sleep ...... lucky i have my massage session today, thanks to my lovely hubby, for sponsoring the massage.

My back still pain especially my shoulder... was so stiff ... arggggghhhh ...

Sometimes looking back all the photos we took, i am so glad and thanks to Lisa Niu for the blessings to us. . Pearly is my GEM .

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My Angel - Pearly

... Its been months I have stopped blogging ... can I put the blame to the " hormonal Changes" that been going through me for 39 weeks ??? :P


During the journey of my first pregnancy... there are times that I am down and there are times when I am happy... phew ......


The delivering process was not as planned, as we plan to go on normal delivery, but during the 7 months , doctor advice me to go on C-section due to the increasing baby's weight....


Finally I have delivered a baby girl weighing at 4.1kgs on July 2009...

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My visit to Dr Voon, last week friday

30.3.2009 ~ My visit to Dr Voon as usual, few days earlier ... ha ha ha
Last week i went for the medical check up with sister because of my severe back pain ... I really cant stand the pain ... Dr gave me the Perskindol spray, and it really works wonders on my back pain...
Baby is doing normal and and as usual kicking and boxing a way... even at one time baby is saluting to us ... so cute and see god creations is really Great !
The bad news for this visit is my glucose level is up again and blood test needed to be done next April. Dr is worried on the gestational Diabetes which happens during pregnancy but usually go off after delivery..
If confirmed I am with this, they might worry the baby will be big and delivery need to be early or on the due date itself...
Hope the result is negative and I know God will bless me all the way...

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